Random Ramblings of a Panicky Blonde

Really Weird

So, I'm done with school. For now. My grades were fine, not as good as I hoped, but whatever. Hopefully I'll start caring again next year, because right now I really don't. Which is really bad. But whatever.

Before I left, however, Scott and I went for a walk. We just walked and talked, but it was really weird. I mean, the reality of college for me is that I'm a freshman. It's my first year. I'm going to doing stupid things, slip in some of my classes, and just in general be a freshman all over again. But now I'm a sophomore. Like, officially. And it's really weird. At the beginning of the semester a bunch of my friends and I went bowling. On the car ride back, we were talking about this local band, and Evan said that they weren't going to have any concerts till the end of the year because: "They're too busy doing senior things. Getting married, getting jobs, grad school." Now I have two more years until I'm supposed to do senior things. Honestly, the only one of my friends I can even see being a "real adult" is Whitney. And that's because she's almost married now. I remember when I was in kindergarten and I'd see the big 8th graders in the hall and I'd think they were so big, cool, and old. Now I'm bigger and older and, hopefully, cooler. ;) I don't know how I feel about this growing up thing. I look at my little sisters and I can remember how I was at their age, and that's just really weird. Sigh.

I don't know, I'm all scatterbrained right now. Blame it on the numbing meds the dentist gave me for my cavity.


Home isn't home anymore. It's something different.
~Scott

posted by Rachael @ 4:37 PM